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<\/a>However, barely 2 months and 2 weeks into their marriage vacation, the Kenyan artist already has his insecurities.<\/p>\n
Also read: Meet Bien\u00b4s Swiss father-in-law, Chiki Kuruka\u00b4s dad (Photos)<\/a><\/p>\n He shared:<\/p>\n In my relationship, I am sometimes insecure I am not doing enough. Like I bring home bread to my wife and maybe I am not doing enough for her to be happy in the relationship. Sometimes I am very insecure about what I bring to the table as a man.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n This comes in the light of their new music release dubbed \u00b4Insecure\u00b4 set for today, Friday 22nd May 2020.<\/p>\n Well, Bien\u00b4s insecurities are not just a thing of yesterday, it all started back in highschool – this tall, teenage boy whose body physique only betrayed him the more.<\/p>\n \u00a8I was so insecure that I was so thin,\u00a8 he expressed adding that this disadvantaged him not just in terms of food portions he would receive but also in his kind of vibe with girls during funkies.<\/em><\/p>\n What I am insecure about is, growing up, I was so insecure that I was so thin. In high school, the biggest boys get everything – the food, the respect, you know. Based on how aggressive you are and I was the least aggressive, the thinnest guy in my class and the weakest guy.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n This resulted to him getting tagged \u00b4skele\u00b4 meaning the skeleton of the school.<\/p>\n I was the weakest link physically and guys called me skele (skeleton) for a long time and because I was so thin, I was insecure about my size.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n Speaking of events planned in a girl\u00b4s school, Bien resorted to always wearing sweaters to hide his \u00b4skele\u00b4.<\/p>\n A stereotype developed about him that eventually became his part of life – stuck in his mind and forming perceptions about himself based on his frail look.<\/p>\n Every time we went to a girl\u00b4s school, I used to wear a sweater. I couldn\u00b4t take it off no matter how hot it was because I was afraid people could see my frail physic and think I am too thin. It all came from everybody calling me skele (skeleton) and it stuck.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n Not just in high school, even after that. Throughout his career, Bien would never fight for the camera.<\/p>\n If anything, he loved never appearing in any videos or images. All because \u00b4he was not the handsome guy\u00b4.<\/p>\n Further growing up I would look at myself in the mirror and be like I am not the most handsome guy in the world. I am not a mainstream kind of handsome and I am not photogenic and it just made me insecure. Throughout my career actually, I am not big on pictures and videos. I stay away from all kind of visuals and it is vital now because music has become an audiovisual experience and it requires me to be seen. Taking videos makes me insecure and how I look in every picture makes me insecure.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n For his dearly beloved girl, Chiki Kuruka, her message to his handsome boy was one:<\/p>\n You. Are. SO. Beautiful<\/p><\/blockquote>\n Check out the boy band\u00b4s new hit \u00b4Insecure\u00b4 that dropped just 2 hours ago on YouTube.<\/p>\nBody size<\/h2>\n
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